We're on the next level. The previous post i wrote about we're being just bestfriends. But now i think it already turns to 'bae'stfriends (?) hahaha. 10 months off knowing him,i feel nothing but blessed. Now we think about the future and both hoping that this serious matter will happen sooner or later. Told ya we're on the next level >.<

But ofcourse we cannot hope too much because we both scared that if it doesnt happen,we feel despair. Anyway it feels funny sometimes because feel like im big enough to feel and think about this. Im only 19 kott theres a lot of other things i need to go through. I need to focus more on my studies and my families. Lets just REDHA. haha

But whatever it is, i believe that we plan,Allah plans but His plan is better because He knows whats best for us. If it meant to be,it will be. I believe. Lets just have faith on Him. In shaa Allah.

I wish everyday is like today. Woke up,met you and saw your smile first at the morning,had breakfast and talked with you for hours. WHAT A GOOD dAY




the view that i want to look at everyday

And we got 1 hour class only which felt like nothing but heavennn. sO happy todeii. 

tonight i got to gather with my classmates. 

 and got to eat burger. ignore my duckface..

3rd semester had just begun. The fact that we had no assignments and lectures start yet make me feel sooOo relax right now. Hidup macam takde masalah. I dont need to think about tests or my result what a lifee. Ok maybe i should start thinking about my 2nd semester punya pointer and coure that i wanna take for degree later but nOpe. Not now babe. Let me chill first. I can think about it on 2nd week later haha. 

But whatever it is,today was amazingg. From morning till night. IM SO HAPPY ALHAMDULILLAH HEHE. Life is great.

p/s: but something missing out today. Didnt meet eleni the whole day :(



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Thanks to my squad for making my college life bearable. I never say this but i always feel grateful for having good friends like yall. What makes me say this here now is because u will never read this,yaall do not know my blog HAHA


I never thought i will have a really strong and solid friendship like this. I remembered the first time i see you was when my friend told me she saw a handsome guy and it was you. I said to my friend, "Handsome guys are mostly useless. I hate handome guys. So i hate him" That was when the orientation days and that was my very first impression of you.

But it turned out that he and i were in the same class. My friend went furious because she envied me. and there was me making expressionless face. I didnt care and was not excited at all. The fact that i hated college and needed to make friends.also knowing that i was in the same class with that guy. How could i not hate my life..

So the college days passed as usual. Assignments,lab reports,friends,lunch,walk and also groupwork. Talking about a groupwork,we were divided randomly for this one subject and fate had cursed on me,i was in the same group with him. I was...cursed. I swear. From all the guys why him? i seriously hate it.

It was so awkward the first time we worked together as in the group of us,5 members. I didnt want to talk tohim at all. Let us be anonymous until the semester ends. However,we had lots of works to do together so we needed to communicate. So no matter how much i disliked him,i need to talk to him about the assignments and all. I need to be professional. I said it to myself.

As we always talk to each other,somehow we become closer. I noticed that he and i had a lot of things in common. He was not the quiet,snobbish and boring person that i thought he was. In fact,his sense of humour was the same level as me that i could click with him and he was very talkative. I was surprised. HAHA. So that day,i learnt that ; never judge a person. Lesson learnt.

Now, we both are inseparable. Many thought that we have that special relationship but we both know the limits of our friendship. We are bestfriends. Thats it. Never more and never less than that. We both know.











7th Disember 2016 + 0 comment(s)
still do not know whats wrong with myself. Really hate myself rn. So unmotivated. Why cant i be happy. Why cant i smile today 😭 i need to pull myself together. Himnae aink.