If i were to speak my mind, you'll never understand me. + 0 comment(s)
Week 3 out of week 14, i'm already exhausted. Everyone is, i guess. There are a lot more projects, assignments, commitments and priorities. I'm struggling so hard. Everyone is, i bet.
It makes it two times harder when you're the only one who understand people. I understand that you're tired and struggling. I understand that there are so many things on your plate. But why am i the only one who does the understanding part T_T i want you to understand me as well. I want you to know that i'm also tired but you never ask(or care to be exact) of course, i'd not know how you feel about that but that's how i feel. Whenever i tell you about my day or what's going on with my life, it always goes back to you and it makes me feel like my feelings are not valid and my concerns are petty just because you're saying that you're dealing with it as well or you're having bigger problems/issues. What makes me then? What do you want me to feel?
I know i've said it for a zillionth time but This. Is why i HATE opening up to someone even you're someone that i care and love because i feel so much better and safer when i'm bottling up shits. People really just don't care(not all).